Thank you Lord!
Isang bagong umaga na naman. Yeah! Still alive and kicking! Thank you Lord! =))
Paggising ko kanina, mga bata kong kapatid agad ang bumungad sa akin. Ang sweet lang. Ang cute pa naman nila! Yan tuloy, nablessed agad ako sa mga ngiti nila. Reason why I'm smiling 'til now!
Ironic lang kasi kagabi, parang sasabog puso ko sa mga worries at fear. The usual pa din, lagi kasi akong inaatake ng panic attack gabi gabi eh. Pero anyway, blessed ako kahapon dahil nakapagchild evangelism ako! Yeah. As in. After 123456 years, nakapagturo ulit ako sa mga bata ng gospel!
At ngayon, nagsisink-in sakin kung gaano ako nangungulila sa pagseserve kay Lord. :( Like, there's something missing. Eto pala yun. Hay :(
Sobrang andami na kasing nangyayari sa buhay ko this past few weeks. Okay, so mas priority ko ngayon ang pag-aaral (sort of). Lol. Well, kumpara last sem, I must say yes. Haha. Mas ineengage ko ang sarili ko sa pag-iinvest ng oras at talino para sa future. Tas, andami ko pang worries (e.g., thesis topic, school requirements, financial, church christmas presentation, 5th monthsary etc.) Pero despite ng lahat, masaya naman ako :) Kasi kinakaya. Amen. Syempre sumisipag nako mag-aral eh :)
Kaso yun nga. At the end of the day, may kulang talaga.
Nawawalan nako ng oras magdevotion. Hindi na ko nakakaattend sa bible study. Cell leader ako, pero hindi ko nagagampanan ng maayos yung tungkulin ko sa cell group ko. Wala na akong matinong prayer time. In other words, nagdedeflate yung spiritual growth ko.
Which is a bad thing, really. :( Aminado, nawala ako sa focus. Masyado akong nakampante sa routine ko ngayon. Nakalimutan ko yung mantra ko na PUT GOD FIRST and everything will follow. Nawala focus ko. Kaya pala ang bilis kong mahulog sa temptations at kasalanan this days. I was a total mess.
And because of these realizations, (Wow, biglang gumagana ung utak ko) I wanted to go back on track. Hindi pa huli ang lahat. All things work together for good for those who love God! I wanna surrender (again and again) my doubts, guilt, fears, problems, and worries kay Lord. Nothing more, nothing less.
Sapat na ang mga panahong nasayang. :)
For I know that GOD is in control!
Again, thank you po Lord sa lahat lahat! ♥
P.S
Just wanna quote this line on the book I'm currently reading. Worth reading, really. :)
"Your wisest moments will be those when you say YES to GOD."
- The Purpose Driven Life, by Rick Warren
Obviously there's no something big missing kasi you have the faith and I think that's the most important thing there is. Tama ba ko? HAHA
TumugonBurahinYup! point taken madam :) thank you! ♥
BurahinJesus said yes to the people, by sacrificing Himself for mankind. I believe, when you say yes to the people around you, you're not forgetting Him as well. :) Have a good day. :)
TumugonBurahinThank you po Mam! ♥
BurahinGusto ko rin ng kapatiiiiiiiiiiiid! :) ung cute na mangungulit sayo everyday tas bibilan mo ng pasalubong pagdating mo galing school. <3 Gusto magpaka ate kaso di DAW bagay. -_- kfine. :))
TumugonBurahinAlam mo naman na sasabihin ko be. Basta masaya ka, okay ako dun. Andyan naman si... Yiiiie! Love you :*
TumugonBurahinGrace ang tagal na nating di nagkkwentuhan!! Kwentuhan tayo soon! <3
TumugonBurahinTrue There are times That We Feel COLD sa FAITH sa people around us . Lahat ng Bagay was Temporary A lots of Changes . There are points na We cannot figure out many things. Even We are the smartest one darating sa point na We are Affected by Stress, Unusual Habits . na hindi talaga Tayo makapag isip ng tama. But remember it's Natural all of us Will pass in that Situation Be Strong Lang :) Lovee you BFF :) BFC Best Friend For Christ :) <3
TumugonBurahinYeah true! I love youuu! Thank you Ez ♥
Burahin